To my best friend, the bestest one I ever had, to the one who completes my world just by being there, to my confidant person, who makes time travel real by passing hours in minutes, making boring days amazing.
How three years have come and gone is absolutely beyond me. Time speeds around you so quickly, in the blink of an eye I went from standing in just front of you, looking somewhere else rather than you and making the best memories with you to this moment. It feels like these three years have passed away so quickly and I am just not able to pick one and the bestest memory with you because here is not the only one which I could title the bestest one. But it also seems as if this has been my reality for so much longer, it looks like I know you from the very beginning and we know each other more than anyone else could.
I have already told you one of my favorite memories with you, and the second one also. The third best memory with you is when you came here, yep for a short time but that didn’t look to be short. The expression of your eyes and face that I am still not able to categories in words, that moment comes in front of my eyes whenever I think about it. Rather than these best memories with you, I constantly think of you whenever we are apart and most of the things remind me of you. Your laugh, your smile, and the sound of your voice are never far from my thoughts. No matter how far apart we are, you are always in thoughts. Now that you are miles apart, I cannot wait until we are together again when I see you again.
First and foremost, I want to start with an apology to you. I am sorry for my schedule of these days, for being too busy here and not able to give your time to you. And secondly, I want to give a big thanks to you for being here with me, for showing me not only how much you care for me, but also how much you appreciate me every single day. From the moment I wake up to the moment I close my eyes, thanks for being here and listening to me (: Thirdly and most importantly, I cherish you at the highest, truly and deeply and I would always be.
There is so much that I want to say but I have no idea how to categorize them in words. So much has happened in just these three years, so much has been changed in these years, but having you by my side has made me feel always good. You always were able to help escape the moments of darkness, even if don’t do anything but your presence itself is capable of making me feel better.
I have received more care, love, and consideration from you in these years than I have from most of the people I have known my entire life. I just want you to know that how much I appreciate having you in my life and this thought makes me feel awesome that you already know it all (: For helping me in bad times and being there to help me celebrate the good times. I cherish all of the moments we had together (: There aren’t enough words for me to tell you how glad I am to have you in my life. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone as wonderful and faithful as you, but I am eternally grateful to have you. And I always want you to be here.