It’s been a long time since I wrote something for you. Maybe because you were with me most of the times this year. I rarely felt that you are distant from me. Well, I always crave for your presence, having you around me, the sound of your voice, mostly when you say my name 😋 A day doesn’t feel complete without you being a part of it. I don’t like going to bed without seeing you on call or hearing your voice. You are now the most important part of me, my other half 😚😚
I love how this year brought us together many times 😋 It started with meeting you in Feb and ended with having most beautiful moments with you in Dec. The moments, I love spending my time with you, even if we are not doing anything. You presence is precious to me as I always get to see you after waiting for months and years. Hope I never get used to your presence and always cherish it.
I love everything about you and mostly you. I didn’t know I could love someone how much I love you now when I said these words. God sent you in my life for a purpose and I changed a lot after finding you. It doesn’t mean I was doing bad things before :p But, I got to know how one can find his peace in a person and care for someone all the times. I love taking care of you like a child, feeding you when you are sleepy and can’t even open your eyes, massaging your back and feet, kissing your forehead, holding you in my arms for longest, and making a coffee for you in morning bed 😚😚😚
I never had a moment with you which I didn’t like. It always put a smile on my face when I remember any moment spent with you. Your name is alone capable of making me happy and smile like I am now bonded with your name. The moment popping my head, kissing your cheek after the water ride. It was a great but thrilling ride for a moment and it was not usual me who kissed in public. My love for you might have been some high in that moment 🙈 The other moment, when we had to checkout in Patna and you were extremely sad as you knew we might not meet again. I had no idea about it which I still regret. But, I am thankful to God that it was not our last meeting.
I don’t want any meeting be the last one. I want you to be a constant part of my life and spend the rest of my life in your presence. It has been a long time in a long distance, I don’t want to stay like this for more years. I hope our families get agree for us. Then you can tell me your complete wish list which didn’t get complete in the last meeting. I also want to cook a meal with you in which my only job should to hold you from back 😋 I hope it get fulfilled soon.
Year after year, we are getting more close and loving each other more everyday. I hope it keeps growing with time and I can finally end up with you ❤️ How grateful it will be living with you under the same roof, cooking together, planning for weekends, having you in my sight all the times 😋 Being with you for just a while vanishes my worries with your smile. Feeling the warmth of your touch has come to mean so much. Like the calming of the sea, being with you means so much to me 😚😚😚
I love the look in your eyes every time you laid them on me. ❤️ I keep you close in my heart, closer than anyone else ever will be. Don’t know what makes it so special that I also love thinking about you and imagining how it would be if you are here now. It never feels like we were apart when I am with you, it’s like we have been together forever.
It was different how you left last time, didn’t get a nice good bye hug. I was too much tensed for you and praying that everything go with ease at your home. However, it was an amazing feeling of having you with me for those three days. You knew how things were at my home and I was about to cancel my visit. But, you were the only reason that I left home in such extreme situation. I would never do this for anyone else. I didn’t want to miss the chance of meeting you and make you feel sad that it didn’t happen. Wish I can relive those three days again whenever I want.
There should be something like teleporting, so I don’t have to crave the warmth your touch and softness of your hugs. I hope this year bring us more close and you get a nice district allocated for your job. I stay worried about it, like don’t know if they will allot a good place or not. And, want you to have a better lifestyle and your favorite job, which you are still not aware of.
I am also worried for your mum’s decision. I don’t know what could make it change. Well, it’s not an usual situation for anyone but what we can do now, we were meant to fall in love, no fault of us :p Umm… I love the sound of hearing it from you for the first time. I knew you do love me but idk how, I didn’t expect those words straight. It gave me chills all over and was lost in the moment. I regret for putting down your expectations by not saying it well. I thought writing and reading it for you would work. You know how deep your eyes look to me, like I would get sink in them. It was hard for me to read it looking in your eyes, but I can do it now. I can say that I love you for everything looking in your eyes and kiss them after because I know you love me more always 😋
You always ask me why do you love me but what made you to love me? Shy, not meeting your expectations, bad planner, too much distant from you, underage, underweight :p, 12th pass, and much more. For me, it was your honesty, childness, simple attitude, and most lovely eyes. Well, not only eyes, I love everything about you 😚😚😚
I hope the upcoming days bring lots of happy moments in your life, the width of your smile never shorten. Hope that I always be the reason of your smile, joy, and happiness. Though, I make you cry sometimes which I always regret, it breaks my heart.
It just a few years that passed with you against how many years we will have together. Not only years, I want you in my life forever, also the life hereafter 😋 I love how important you make me feel and how you leave everything to cheer me up when I am sad. Love how happy you can me happy anytime and how you come to me when you are not feeling good 😚 Love that you always make me loved and special. You are a Godsent to me ❤️
I understand that love isn’t only a breathless passion. It has more to do with growing, looking in the same direction, walking hand in hand, talking through disagreements, whispering I love you in the morning before getting up, smiling while watching you sleep. My eyes can never have enough of your sight, they always want you more and more 😚 I hope these passing years only bring us together and more close by time. Love you always ❤️❤️❤️